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~a feeling i must keep secret~

there's this feeling i can't tell anyone about

because it's been trouble before

but it's really not a secret

it should be considered so much more

since it waited patiently and calm

when i locked it behind my door

of friendship needed also;

a lover needed more

it tore me apart for some time

kept me lost and afraid

but even though i was rejected

the feeling in me stayed

i never felt more lonely

but the unfelt happiness out-weighed

the anger in my heart that day

for a mistake on my part made

it was not her fault i felt this way

because she was open and true

she gave me the bare facts;

she did what she had to do

so i could never be mad at her

for the circumstances that ensued

she was only following her heart

something i always told her to do

we were distant for some time

again we were a part

and i felt like it was over

with her falling from my heart

but we still talked occasionally

with me praying for it to start

the way it was since

before we were a part

and just like that it happened

a conversation of old

where we laughed and smiled

where secrets were told

and this is where i saw

my true feelings unfold

for i still felt strongly

for her heart to hold

she'll never leave me i guess

and i love her for this

because she makes me feel so good

but right now it's okay

to be hidden in this abyss

with feelings for a girl

and a longing for her kiss

even though we are not together

and it appears to be wrong

even though i can't hold her

she'll still make me strong

if she never sees what i see

the wait for me will be long

but i'll never stop hoping

for the dream country song

but this time i must stay silent

and stay hidden in my sleep

where my dream is real and my thoughts are one

and my love is trapped too deep

i will never take the chance again

or let my feelings seep

so these are my dreams and my passion

and my feelings: a secret i must keep