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~Day Dreaming In Business Law~

Sitting in my desk, 

 alone and confused.

My eyes are consumed

with a heart once removed.

How do they expect me to learn

with the passion she holds

and the image she unfolds

within her world so cold?

I wish I had the answers;

so I could pass her tests;

so I could experience her caress;

so her heart would confess.

I know we still think about each other—

trapped in a dreamless bliss—

with her, a friend sometimes missed,

with me, an obsession for her kiss.

How can I listen to the teacher’s breath?

When I’m engulfed in her ocean,

lost, hopelessly in her every motion?

Must my attraction stay frozen?

Laws, rights, and rules

are what I attempt to learn.

But it is she who it concerns

when my stomach twists and turns.

I’ll never understand why

she won’t let herself commit

to a heart that won’t quit

and a desire that can’t seem to submit?

Is she frightened to fall too hard,

or scared to open her hesitant heart,

or afraid a feeling of love could start,

or does she care if we’re apart?

When will she admit it to herself

that my place in her heart is a hunger—

a hunger that rolls like ferocious thunder

which she will never be able to push under?

But things will never change

because she will never realize

the power of her heart’s cries

as well as the fading passion in my eyes.