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~Unhappy Thoughts~

I don't know where to start

I'm always confused on this one

Everything else seems so simple

but when it comes to her,

I'm lost.

I haven't lived long enough

to know if it's the real thing

How I feel right now is so perfect

but when it comes to love,

I think of her.

I do know a couple things

All I want is to hold her,

to kiss her,

to touch her hair

and to tickle her feet

to kiss her nose

to touch her nose

to feel her cheek

to tickle her face

to hold her hand

and to look at her smile.

To hear her say my name

and smile when she does.

To look into my eyes

and for her to get lost in mine.

These are things I dream of

and think of every second

I even look her up in the phone book

just to see her name in print

I think I love her...

Sometimes I say I can't live without her

other times I say I'm just lonely

and I need someone, not exactly her

to help me out with my dream

But I cry.

I cry at night, when I feel sorry for myself

Because she's not mine

And I think why couldn't something happen to me?

I have a full life; friends, sports, school,

I love it all

I have other dreams

but without this one

the others mean nothing

her dream is what keeps me going,

I think.

For I say she'll know one day

And everything will work out

but I can't hope for a movie

and that is exactly where it is

There are other nice guys too

that probably care for her just as much

So why should I deserve to be so special

and be the lucky one at the end?

It probably won't be me.

I don't know what else to do

I told her I care

I call her for no reason

just to say hi.

I'm so lost.

I need her, I want her,

I think I love her...

I can't let go of her

even though there's been pain

pain, hurt, pain

But I think of her smile

And I lose my barrier

I feel this big around her

I can't control my feelings or thoughts.

Do I love her?

I guess I'm in trouble the rest of my life

For love is an everyday word

and that means she's and everyday thought.